scilenced voice

I will remember his laugh....

His sense of humor...

His random deep thoughts....

The way he said "your insinuating that i have the constitution of a girl" when i got tipsy from two sips of his wisky. (hey they were big sips and i haddnt eatten in hours.


His highjinks in D and D, and the way you just KNEW he was gonna say '20'


farewell Adon! You will be missed greatly.

Moving on?

I have been working for the public library for just over a month now, and i have had the plesure of getting my hands on a butt load of books and no fines (yay) Some of them have dealt with things i should have dealt with by now, probably. One thing that has stuck in my head is a very simple thing, i know i have to let him go. In a book i read a few weeks ago a young girl died and her friends were dealing with it, one guy told the main character "you didnt have a monopoly on loving her". Simple but true, i am not the only one who loves him (if that is what i feel rather than a form of lust). I need to acknowledge that maybe she dose love him, maybe she is not just using him.

That is just one of many things bouncing in my head. Among them is also how to not fall for someone else in the process. I would prefer to not, especially when viewing my options (which i will not discuss in a public venue).