on guilt and shame

I know its not my fault... but why did i have to be right? Why did i have to think it in the first place? Why couldn't they have proved me as well as most of us, wrong? I guess they where only shooting to dissapoint most everyone else, who said one year.

short little emo rant.

"Alone again again alone
Patiently waiting by the phone
Hoping that you will call me home
The pain inside my love denied"

Why dont i ever listen?


Why did i let my gaurd down?


I knew it was too good to last.... how could i forget my place in life?



"don't wish
Don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
i wasnt born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl i know... he loves her so
Im not that girl"


.... and i never will be!!