Zero respect/responciblity.

When Ben and Mouse got a cat they KNEW they would be going to LA....

They asked us to watch her for the four months.... that was ok. We loved her and trained her like our own cat... Ben and mouse came home and only stayed a month. before moving. Around that time i got a fish... cause no cat meant yay fish... well i didnt know they'd dump her off on us every time she went into heat and then finally move in with us again... shortly after moving in i met Trevor. One of the first times i went to see him i asked ben to check in on my fish... he did friday morning.. and sunday eveing.. that night though my fish was dead. :(


When i got home to survey the poor fish death my door was open, the net cover was slightly off the bowl and stuff on my desk (next to the bowl) was on the floor. I asked ben why he left the door open he got VERY defensive (thats how i found it) (hell no i ALWAYS shut it cause of the cat)

Here is what i KNOW happened. After the first time ben left it open and the cat got in and killed my fish.... i KNOW it for a fact. But no punishment of the cat occured.



My `/~ button is busted cause the cat keeps getting on my keyboard.... she NEVER did when i left my door open. But its not her fault or Ben and Mouse's its mine for not shuting my lap top.

Every time the cat ruins something of mine its ALL MY FAULT!!!!!



Living with those two completely turned her into a miss behaving cat.


Oh now that Mouse is prego that cat is all but dead to her.... she says she loves Lizzy but she doesn't act like it.... When they move out the cat isn't going. "Cat's kill infants you know " (all her of her prof is nothing but old wife's tails. it hurts cause i LOVE lizzy and i would be a WAY more responcible owner then those shit heads (no really you DONT adopt a cat then abandon it TWICE.)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

So i have heard wedding planning is stressfull

Even Mouse told it me was- but she also told me she wouldn't tell me what i HAD to do.... and yet..



"Don't worry too much about favors- you'll end up taking most of them home. Trust me only a few people will take any home"

"Oh that will cost a lot. You should use ___ its much cheaper and everyone loves those. They are so festive" (insert mouse's condesending smile)



Im so sick of the words "you should" why "should" i do anything? just cause she has been married once at a extremely small wedding?


I was telling her how i wanted to decorate the sanctuary and she drew a little diagram and put a door in the wrong spot and declared "oh dont forget the door there" when mom and i over looked it... i ALMOST said "umm no. i have been going to this church sence i was 7 i think i know how it loooks and there is NO door there" but she'd cry and say i hated her and who knows what else (its worse then living with teenagers.... )


I am getting close to my witts end with her- i dont want her help honestly. Her way of helping and mine clash.... to me helping is "an idea is ____. but only if you like it better" 0r " you could do _____" not "you need to" or "You should" i think if she dose that one more time i will say "just like you HAD to use a song other then the one you wanted or have a wedding you couldnt afford just cause your sister said so?" maybe then she would see what she is doing/saying..... :(





*sigh*



Ill be seeing Trevor here soon. I HOPE a week from today ill be getting the dresses. Please pray.