The fonder heart?

The same people who seem shocked im having a 3 month engagement also liked telling me 6 months ago "absence makes the heart grow fonder"


And on that note: that always seemed like a good happy thing. "the heart grow fonder"


But its not....



It hurts. It sucks. and yes im being all "black hair covering face i wear black" emo i know. But it feels like im missing everything.

wedding bells

Stressing will start shortly lol.


Asked mouse to help with my dress but wondering if i shoulda or not... honestly i dont think she will listen to me. I guess i can give her my ideas and if she dose something else i will be a bride bitch and cry and tell her she runined my dress. naw im too nice - ill just take it even if i hate it.


Need to get tons of stuff that costs alot :(