Its hard sometimes: to look back at all that i have been told and all i have seen- i thought i found my worth but then i lost it... who am i? That is what i have needed to know. I know i dont need a guy to prove my worth but i NEED to know i am loved and mostly i just dont see it. I dont see how i am loved, i dont see what is worth loving, and with no one to lavish me with love its hard to see what my worth is... is horrible i depend on others but something inside me must be broken.
but some people have been there for me and i wanted to say thanks!
Kaykay- sticking around for so long, through fights and tiffs you have stuck by me and i do ove ya and i know you love me!
Sten: what can i say- you kept me sane and alive. no matter how depressd i got or how much i wanted to cry you'd let me and i always knew i was love if you where there.
Ally- Known you forever- and you;ve been one of those people thats always fun to be around. I might not be able to tell you EVERYTHING but i know you listen and you care.
Ari: my other lifeline. I know you care muchly and it shows. What wold have happened without you? i'd probavly be dead.
Dave and keinan: you both are so fun- and both have been big encouragements to me. Thanks... really!
Also i must say thanks to Ben.... i was in a low spot and you just sat and listened to me complain and cry. Its been two years sence i could cry infront of you.... i was reminded that many things re in my head and some are realy there. just thanks for being my brother.
If y'all are right and there is someone out there for me... he must be some guy to put up with me and my moods... share with him the love you showed me... let him know how special he is to able to not quit... cause i know im not easy to love or put up with.
Saturday, December 13, 2008
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