honesty... why

"So you can stop caring as you call it
And I'll be fine right here

You can't hear what I'm not saying
And I can hold out long enough
Treading water, I keep from sinking
I'm not one for reaching

You see that I can play a pretty convincing role
Well I don't need you
I don't think I need you

But you see through my forever lies
And you are not believing"


I know i should be honest but whats the point. We both know im hurting
and the details wont help you at all... so why should i tell you
anything? Everytime i look into your eyes i see consern for me. I know
that my pain causes you pain as well...  How can i tell you anything
when i know it causes you pain?