I feel like im running. Being chased by a huge dark cloud. I out run it for a little bit but then it catches up to me and i have to start running again.
I had this dream.. i had it a few times accutally. I was on a realy big boat, like a cruse liner. I was being chased by something/someone... for some reason we all got split up and i dont know if people were dead or just lost but it was just me and Ben running from this thing. and finally just me (last time i had it, many years ago i did see it was less of a who and more of a black nothing cloud). I was in high school or maybe even middle school last time i had it but i stop for a moment... i cant remember how i knew when it got closer... if there was a sound or if i just 'knew' some how. but i knew it was near me and i stop for a second to ask myself.. "why are you running? who is to say that this will hurt you? maybe it is here to help? so what if it scares you it still might be a good thing" so i decided to stop and i saw it again. but i woke up before it swallowed me. I wish i had seen the end, so i knew it i was right.
back to Real life now..... i think i will feel less fatuiged when i know why im running. From what i can tell it is not a happy cloud, and i need to keep running till it is gone (which i dont know if thats tottaly possible). but maybe it is a cloud to warn me that im going the wrong way (as bacwkwards as it sounds, maybe i need to run into the storm, so it can pass over me and leave me unharmed). For now its a waiting game... i run and i wait... Everything will be ok in the end.
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