AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

So i have heard wedding planning is stressfull

Even Mouse told it me was- but she also told me she wouldn't tell me what i HAD to do.... and yet..



"Don't worry too much about favors- you'll end up taking most of them home. Trust me only a few people will take any home"

"Oh that will cost a lot. You should use ___ its much cheaper and everyone loves those. They are so festive" (insert mouse's condesending smile)



Im so sick of the words "you should" why "should" i do anything? just cause she has been married once at a extremely small wedding?


I was telling her how i wanted to decorate the sanctuary and she drew a little diagram and put a door in the wrong spot and declared "oh dont forget the door there" when mom and i over looked it... i ALMOST said "umm no. i have been going to this church sence i was 7 i think i know how it loooks and there is NO door there" but she'd cry and say i hated her and who knows what else (its worse then living with teenagers.... )


I am getting close to my witts end with her- i dont want her help honestly. Her way of helping and mine clash.... to me helping is "an idea is ____. but only if you like it better" 0r " you could do _____" not "you need to" or "You should" i think if she dose that one more time i will say "just like you HAD to use a song other then the one you wanted or have a wedding you couldnt afford just cause your sister said so?" maybe then she would see what she is doing/saying..... :(





*sigh*



Ill be seeing Trevor here soon. I HOPE a week from today ill be getting the dresses. Please pray.