No song

No love song and no break up song can really say what i feel. Its been over for a while now.... I know its better this way... i know we just wouldant have worked... but watching him fall for someone else really hurts.. How can i not think it was all a lie... How can i separate the "your beautiful" from "Im so lucky to have you"

How can someone go from "If i made a list of the girl i wanted to marry you'd fit it perfectly" to "i just don't feel that spark" I can't see these both being right so which is the lie? Dose it even matter?

He left... and just like always he finds someone else and i am all alone.