long road

So its been a long road sence June...

One of my best friends got married shortly after i wrote that... the day before i was reading a book... one of the characters was going through a deivorce and this is what she had to say
"How could i let myself forget that most marriages end in divorcee?" Se sylvia asked. "You don't learn that in [Jane] Austin. She always has a wedding or two at the end."
"My dearest Syliva." Jocelyn said. Alergra put her arms around her mother and her head on her mother's shoulder. "We haven't reached the end yet."

It gave me hope... and a couple of weeks later i befriended a guy and things took off... he was and is very awesome... I love him dearly and need to becareful so i dont ramble about him all day...


Other things however i cannot speak about... a family curse if you will.. I remember Ally saying it could never happen to her and it did and it was woderfull (still is lol) So i never listend when a family member said the same thing.... and then *poof* i was right.... it happened... then... one day... it was all gone... lost... i was asked not to tell anyone in the first place and was never told i could still... so im left to morn alone (how is that fair?) anyways dear readers i posted a poem i wrote on the matter on my writting blogg... if you dont have the links let me know...


other then those two.. not much has gone on in my life. ^_^