Money sucks

I hate how everything costs too much.


I hate that i cant talk to Trevor about it either.

I try- i try to tell him and hint even that he should save but it falls on deft ears.

He says he will do waht he can and he is trying but thats BULL SHIT... he brought a cell phone, one he didnt need for $35. (i should add its not working). He got himself a baseball glove the other day... idk what it cost but i know it was probably atlest $10.

IT makes me wanna give up.


I do think i may not even try to expect it this year anymore. He hasnt been listening to me at all. Not a damn word and that is what hurts more then not getting married this year. The fact he says its importaint but its not according to his actions.


How am i suppose to tell him?