In the end does it even matter?

I cant get that dream out of my head.  Seeing him was
nerve racking, especially when he'd shoot me glances.
I couldn't take my eyes off him often.  I had to though,
i mean i was sitting next to his ex... *rolls eyes*
Why is my life so dramatic?



Erase my name from this page
How can you take all these days
[What is inside me? What have I done?] 
And throw them away
[Is this the only way that you will notice me?] 
As I sit here waiting for you
[Dead words for closed ears all this is sung]
for you, for you 
I stay up nights
[If you are still pretending this is what's right] 
Until stars leave the sky
[Why can't you look at me can you only see] 
Knowing what my dreams can take away
[Sides, your side, can]
take away

Walk away from me
This night is done



(what's in the [] is more of my feelings)